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This morning, I feel like writing something. Like having the sensation of typing fervently on my keyboard on subjects I want to talk about, but alas, nothing noteworthy comes to mind. I have a lot of grouses in life, honestly, they are things I want to forget, not to talk about and be etched here under my name.

There are good times, and there are bad times. Right now, I would like to see myself flanked by the two extremes. The situation could be better and the fact is, I am unmoved. Apathetic.

“It is socialising month!”, this is what I have told myself and others. I do (try) to socialise with all the things happening this month; wedding invites, gatherings, birthdays, programmes… I am trying to make an effort, and perhaps also to make an effort to put in more effort. Efforts are demanding.

I am not sure what the next two weeks, or even the next year will bring. I just want to be in a more contented state than where I am now. To end on a more jovial mood, I can’t wait to explore a new city (and country-Hanoi/Vietnam) during Christmas. To add icing on the cake, I have more than enough annual leave days to take about two months off work. I should go and think about where I would like to go next year.

Happy Christmas, and Happy New Year. :)

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lumoszoga
Jan. 1st, 2015 04:22 am (UTC)
i know what you mean, here's to a happier 2015 for all of us *hugs*
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