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I'm locking most of my posts as "Friends Only". So, if you are reading me, and if you don't have a Livejournal account, I'll suggest you to get one, send me a message, so I can add you into my friends list.

If you think I know you and do not wish to get a Livejournal account, maybe, we can keep in touch on Facebook.

If you think I don't know you and do not wish to get a Livejournal account, 'fraid not. Some rare non-malicious-to-my-reputation entries will continue to be public.

Thanks for being with me all these years! :)

Mar. 14th, 2016

Hello? Anyone still here?
Sometimes I ask myself why am I even born?
Why am I born to YOU?

Night At The Museum: Secret Of The Tomb

Caught the movie and felt sad when the credits showed a tribute for Robin Williams.

"For Robin Williams - the magic never ends."


This morning, I feel like writing something. Like having the sensation of typing fervently on my keyboard on subjects I want to talk about, but alas, nothing noteworthy comes to mind. I have a lot of grouses in life, honestly, they are things I want to forget, not to talk about and be etched here under my name.

There are good times, and there are bad times. Right now, I would like to see myself flanked by the two extremes. The situation could be better and the fact is, I am unmoved. Apathetic.

“It is socialising month!”, this is what I have told myself and others. I do (try) to socialise with all the things happening this month; wedding invites, gatherings, birthdays, programmes… I am trying to make an effort, and perhaps also to make an effort to put in more effort. Efforts are demanding.

I am not sure what the next two weeks, or even the next year will bring. I just want to be in a more contented state than where I am now. To end on a more jovial mood, I can’t wait to explore a new city (and country-Hanoi/Vietnam) during Christmas. To add icing on the cake, I have more than enough annual leave days to take about two months off work. I should go and think about where I would like to go next year.

Happy Christmas, and Happy New Year. :)

Trying out the new Livejournal app. If it works, you might see me here more often. :)


Aug. 14th, 2014

There are many times when I have almost reached my breaking point but it didn't happen. Because if it happens, I will be blamed for leaving all the shit behind for them to handle, take care, look after, etc. I won't do that. I won't even leave a corpse behind so I have signed the form to donate my organs for transplant and my whole body for medical research. My personal belongings can be donated or sold. As for the money, if there's any left, they can gamble it away for all they want. I will leave a sum for Kitty.
Today, I ask myself if I will ever get out of this darkness. There seem to be no end, there seem to be no way out. Where is my reprieve?